Good Friday & The Fool

I guess he depicts the way I feel today, and I pulled him 3 times so you know what that means, this is your card of the day like it or not.

He is supposed to be a positive card but he is a "zero" meaning is he the beginning of the tarot or the end? I am back to the beginning on an issue that has been in my life for about a year, and can relate to the fool. Some things I started need to be looked at and either abandoned and move on or take a different approach in order to feel complete. At least the fool has his little dog for company, this is the first time in my life that I don't have one and so wish I did.