888 Lions Gate
2020 has turned out to be a real shit storm. And that is the kindest thing I have to say about it. Forced to stay in, no going anywhere, trapped with no end in site. The rush for supplies, greedy people hoarding toilet paper, that I hope they are now serving for dinner. Forced to enrich Amazon and other rich assholes who charged a premium for supplies. A simple trip for paper towels took all day, came home empty handed. Now the shelves are stabilized with some products, but things people use for canning took 3 store trips, no food dehydrators or small appliances on the shelves. Unless you want a coffee maker you are out of luck. Cooking every single bite we eat. The rare pizza delivery because you are just so sick of preparing food. I am pretty sure my daughter and I both had the virus. In late February she got sick and of course gave it to me. I was in bed for two weeks. I got behind in work and didn't care. I am still weak, heart palpation's, dizzy, fainted out right and hit the deck outside.
I took some solace in my garden, very slow going but built a stand up pallet garden with an arch, landscaped, it, the beginnings of a small orchard is taking shape. I plan to install a pool next year. I so miss swimming. I did some of the things I promised myself last year. I have a long way to go.
We just had a hurricane and lost 5 days, no power and the weakness from heat afterwards takes a toll. I have my game plan, generator and a/c alternative so it won't happen again. Making a storage room/closet out of a spare room.
I taught myself how to can. Daddy would be proud. He loved to can his veggies that he grew himself. So far I am the salsa queen and Italian pasta sauce. I am going to tackle chow chow next, two ways, one with corn and one with cabbage. I plan on cooking and being outside as much as possible. If they don't close our beach again, I hope to find myself there walking again a few days a week. That hurt me more than anything. I thought well if everything is closed I can still fish and walk. Oh hell no, the government decided that was risky, yet you could go in Lowe's, Wal Mart or grocery stores as often as you like. I am a lot safer in fresh salt air away from people than in a nasty store.
I had one big life decision made for me, it was taken out of my hands due to illness and for this I thank the Universe, for I would have continued till I was no more. A human can be a vampire, and sometimes it takes you all your life to realize it. Baby steps, my PTSD is a bit better.
I made a new friend he has 4 legs and is now my little dog. His owner passed suddenly and no one in the family wanted him. I'm glad because I sure love him.
So as we enter the Lions Gate, I hope to continue to improve.
Strength return, peace, love and prosperity.
Ask and you shall receive, and so it is.
Axel's face says it all. Bite me.