End of an Era

Goodbye to 2019

Once again I have failed to write. A hurricane, illness of family members, search for a peaceful residence after the storm all took extreme measures and energy. 

There is a long mental list of things I want to say goodbye to. Too personal to post for public knowledge, but its time I make peace with what needs to change. 

I hope to find myself again, my laughter, my sense of humor that has been ripped out of my heart. To ignore and make void all negative energy pressed on me out of pure anger and jealousy. Find my strength, find my path. 

I choose joy, happiness, beautiful energy, health and strength, regain resources, and most of all, peace at the end of each day knowing I did my best with no regret. 

Bright blessings for the coming of 2020.

So mote it be. 

And so it is. 

January 11, 2019

I visited my site today and see that I failed to write for a year. Chasing the carrot and taking care of others has taken its toll. 

I have changed some habits for the better. I have learned how dark the hearts are of so many, so I give them wide berth. 

My health is slowly improving, now to get my strength back in all areas. 

Bright blessings for a joy filled 2019. 

Amen, Amen, Amen.